Why oh Why did I even got myself this silly fringe?
Need some changes konon.How naive I am to think that way?My life won't ever change just because I did cut my hair or that tremendous silly writing on blog or 2 hours -- nonstop session of changing clothes in front of the mirror and...and...
oh.my.god.
I DID too many things.Too many SILLY things yang mana kalau difikirkan balik adalah sungguh er...memalukan dan pathetic.
Just to get rid of that feeling out of my chest,far from my cerebral and cerebellum.
Sick of whining again and again just to myself,dan juga untuk mengelakkan daripada kelihatan seperti orang gila yang bercakap seorang diri di bus stop,aku kemudian berhenti untuk terus berfikir menda yang kusut.
The next 5 minutes,I managed to remain calm and later, the bus has finally arrived.
And that's how my evening started,at 2 o'clock to be precised.
"Matahari di atas kepala riang bersinar,sementara aku pula menangis lebat dalam hati.""Rin,whatever you did to your eyes,I just want to say;YOU LOOK LIKE AN OWL.Lebam besar ha bawah mata tu.Hahahaha,".
Duan can be quite annoying at times.
Aku cuma tersenyum kambing,tak tahu nak kata apa.Sebab apa yang Duan kata memang betul.I didn't sleep at all last night,and last 2 nights too,last 3 nights too,Oh wait,I actually didn't sleep at all untuk malam-malam yang seminggu ini.Haih.
Setiap malam,aku cuma tenung syiling lama-lama.Boring,aku bangun mengadap laptop.Log on to YM.Zaza,Amy dan Afrah semua sekaligus buzz aku.Aku tahu,semua pun nak tahu apa yang sebenarnya terjadi di klinik tempoh hari.
That,automatically buat aku sign out semula YM.Sebaliknya,aku log on ke blogger.Dan sejam kemudian,aku hanyut dalam tulisan-tulisan emosi aku.
I'm good at expressing my emotion;with a machine;a laptop to be exact.
Kuala Terengganu,29 Mac 2009
